I'm so sorry for your loss, but keep in mind that he is finally resting in heaven!!! It's not easy to say goodbye to those that are so close but take the time to remember what made your lives together so special, and maybe, just for a moment, you'll find a smile & heartfelt joy rise through all the sadness.
I hope all is well for your family & those friends whom seem much more like a brother or sister....
- Don